There seems to be amplification of attitudes in my mother-in-law. She wants me to go away. She is very offensive and abusive. But she is not alone, others including one of my son has the attitude all written in his face and behavior. He does not like to see me.
This raises lots of painful realizations:
- Is this a good relationship. I had helped them a lot when I was working. Now they are treating me badly just because money is not there.
- I don’t have a good house for my children to come and visit me.
- I don’t have money to manage my life.
- I have also lost my health and freedom to live alone. Now, because of the giddiness and vomiting. I have to live with someone. Living alone and travelling is dangerous.
All of these could have been avoided if I managed my life well. Now, I seems to have lost my Health, wealth and relationships.